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Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Dear Dan,

I miss you, even though we are talking more now than we have in recent years I still miss you.  With you being all the way in NC and me in IL its hard. You were the first man I lived with...that I didnt have some DNA connection with. All of your nagging to make me clean up...i remember it like it was yesterday. I miss Wexford Hills and AT&T. Us outracing a tornado...those were the days.
We've been through so much. You've seen me at my worst and you've never left my side. Protected me from harm and always listened and offered sound advice. (even though i rarely took it)
It was so wonderful to see you over Christmas. I love surprises.  Cant wait to see you this year.

Love always,

Kan

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Hey Bobby!!!!

I decided to let you get your shine on day 16.  You are one of my favorite Auburn Alabama Roll Tide, bacon loving e-friends.  You have always been supportive of the radio show, daboard, and me in general.  You are an awesome father and husband.  I hope to one day meet you (just dont bring Dub..lol) and we can have a bacon buffet. Bacon burgers, bacon dogs, bacon bologna, bacon wrapped shrimp, bacon kabobs, well you get the picture.

Roll Tide!!! (except for the last game that they play against GSU),

Kandice

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Dear Brittany and Destiny,

I love you, I miss you, I'll see you soon.

Love,

Mom

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Dear John,

We need to have a conversation...in person.  Its been what 5 years now. We have the most intriguing and thought provoking conversations, dont we? I feel like you are on my to-do list. Not someone I need "to-do" but you know what I'm saying. LOL  Ok before I say too much I will stop.  Call me and schedule an appointment so that we can talk this thing out and come to some sort of conclusion.

Anxiously waiting,

Kandice

Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you

Dear Marty,

I've been dreading writing this letter, but just like the others its something I need to get out.  I dont know if you have forgiven me for all that I have said and done or not. Maybe you have.  I just feel the need to say a few things. It feels odd being in this city and actually being so close to where you live currently and never seeing you and never talking to you.  We had a bond that I have never had with anyone else.  I wish often that I could go back in time and change a few things...not alot. I would have still loved you as much as I did. However, it would not have been a romantic love and I would still have my friend right now

I learned something very powerful on Oprah yesterday. She said someone told her "Forgiveness is giving up the hope that the past could have been any different." So I am moving on from wondering what could have been. Actually I have moved on a while ago and I know you have too.  I spoke to our mutual friend about whether I should contact you to re-establish a friendship.  He said it would be a good idea but I never made the effort. After some thought I figured I should live well enough alone.  If we are meant to be friends again, time will do the work for us. I wish you well, I was thinking about you the other day...because it was Jahz's birthday...I didnt forget :)


Peace and blessings,


Kandi

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Dear Mike,

I dont hate you and I dont think you have cause me a lot of pain, I just figured you were the closest to it so here you go!  You are a liar, and not even a good liar.  You tried so hard to be Mr. Playa Playa and got busted every single time. *cue Antoine Dodson* you are dumb, you are so dumb!  Anyway, I'm glad I didnt marry you, I would be stuck with the child support that you are currently dodging by moving to Ohio. I wish you all the best....sexually transmitted diseases. :)

Signed,

Happy to have dodged that bullet.

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Dear Grandfather,

I have been searching my brain for an appropriate title to refer to you as. I am stuck on grandfather because technically that is what you are.  I never met you so I dont know what else to call you.  My only memory of you is you coming to my grandmother's house and her sending us to play in the back.  I remember coming back up to the curtain that separated the kitchen from the living room and hearing her ask you "Nita's kids are here do you wanna see them?" And your reply simply being No, what do I want to do that for?  I went back to the back to play.  It was not until later in life that I realized how much that affected me. 

From what I have been told of you, you were not really that nice of a man.  I guess it was better that I didnt know you and that Dave stepped up to be our grandfather. Even after suffering a stroke and having limited mobility he was a better grandfather than you ever were.  I hope you are resting in peace, actually, I dont. I really dont care. I just needed to write this to close that chapter of my life.

Deuces.

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Dear Keith,

Its been a minute since we've done our usual game of catch up.  How are you, how are the kids, the wife, etc.  I remember the days that we used to talk all day long. I loved hanging out with you.  You always kept it 100 with me. You wanna know whats funny? I dont even remember where we met. I'm sure it was on some internet chat site but which one I dont remember.  We were going through similar situations at the same time which helped our bond grow quickly.  We both have had the "what if" thoughts and they have really gotten us nowhere. lol Who knows....anyway. I'll be back in Atlanta over Christmas and we NEED to get together and talk like we used to.  Just sit down for dinner and some drinks and kick it.  OMG I will never forget our trip to Tunica and you being scared of the backwoods of Mississippi. A Jersey boy in the South scared to death. PRICELESS.

Love you, miss you, see you soon,

Kan

Day 9 - Someone I want to meet

Dear Dwayne,

I have dreamed of the day that I would meet you.  We would see each other and give each other a hug. Not the church hug with that space in the middle. A real hug, where our naughty bits would rub up against each other.  I would hold you for what would probably be a few seconds too long...trying to memorize the scent of your cologne.  The thoughts of your arms around me would help get me to sleep on those nights where insomnia has set in.  We would go to a lovely restaurant and as I entered I would realize that we were the only ones there.  You would lead me to the kitchen where you would begin to prepare our meal. A traditional Polynesian feast. As the meal was near completion you would walk over to me and whisper in my ear.....can you smelllllll what the Rock is cooking?

Eagerly anticipating our meeting,

The girl with the moist panties.

Day 8 - My favorite internet friend

Dear Trevor,

You are the lucky winner of the title of my favorite internet friend. Apparently in order to be my internet friend I have to have never met you, had real sex with you or been in your wedding. So you are it! lol On a serious note, I couldnt stand your Yankee loving ass when i first "e-met" you.  You were assigned as my cut buddy in that retarded game and I got to "e-know" you.  After that the road got a little easier. I mean there are times when you still piss me the hell off, BUT I love you regardless.  You are so supportive, generous and funny.  You would make a great catch if you could sit your ass still and quit looking at tits and ass all the time.  Above all else you are an awesome father, brother, and son. I am proud to call you my e-friend and anxious to meet you in real life so I can move you from the internet friend category. See you in Orlando after Christmas (i hope).

Love you even though you hate Tyler and love Nicki,

Kandi