Dear Mom and Dad,
Thanks for giving me life. I mean your lives would be so much bleaker if all you had was Kimmy. I am the sunshine of your life...I know. :) On a more serious note, I thank you both for raising me and giving me the freedom to find my own way in this world. Of course, there is always the periodic meddling by you Daddy and I wouldnt have it any other way. Only one man has come close to taking care of me the way you do. (We'll talk more about him later.) Mom, you have been supportive and critical when needed and I love you for that. The strength that you two have shown over the last 3 years is nothing short of phenomenal. I share you both with alot of my friends who dont have both parents and you welcome everyone in with open arms. You have given more to me as supportive grandparents than I could have ever imagined.
I love you both,
Kandi
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Day 2: My crush
Dear Andre,
It feels weird to write this letter to you. I only say that considering your current "situation". Its cool though because Webster defines a crush as: the person with whom one is infatuated. Now if I wanted to dig a little deeper the definition of infatuate is: to inspire or possess with a foolish or unreasoning passion, as of love. So I think that's what I feel. :) You know that I love you, you support me unconditionally. You keep me motivated and inspired. Without you some days would be difficult to get through. You actually LISTEN to me and more importantly retain the information. I am happy for your happiness and wish you all the joy that your heart can hold.
Smooches,
Kandi
It feels weird to write this letter to you. I only say that considering your current "situation". Its cool though because Webster defines a crush as: the person with whom one is infatuated. Now if I wanted to dig a little deeper the definition of infatuate is: to inspire or possess with a foolish or unreasoning passion, as of love. So I think that's what I feel. :) You know that I love you, you support me unconditionally. You keep me motivated and inspired. Without you some days would be difficult to get through. You actually LISTEN to me and more importantly retain the information. I am happy for your happiness and wish you all the joy that your heart can hold.
Smooches,
Kandi
Monday, October 25, 2010
Day 1: My best friend
Dear Chuckles,
Dont kill me for calling you that but thats the one thing that I think of when it comes to you. You make me laugh sometimes til it hurts. When I dont want to, you make me. When I first "met" you I didnt think I would like you. You were rather standoffish and a little assholeish. After a year or so I saw that you were someone else. Our friendship grew out of a great necessity..a necessity for protection. LOL We've created this little bubble that for some reason people always want to infiltrate. Over the last 5 years I have never felt closer to another man without there being some sex involved in there somewhere. You've never let me down and i heart you for that. Having someone I can depend on is important. You mean the world to me. I know when I see you I am going to be beat up for all this sappy goofy ass shit but its ok. I have a special song playing in my head right now as I type this...I'll just say 2 words....LENNY WILLIAMS. LOL Ok enough of that shit...see ya later this week you black ashy MF.
Forever your raggedy yellow succubus,
Kan
Dont kill me for calling you that but thats the one thing that I think of when it comes to you. You make me laugh sometimes til it hurts. When I dont want to, you make me. When I first "met" you I didnt think I would like you. You were rather standoffish and a little assholeish. After a year or so I saw that you were someone else. Our friendship grew out of a great necessity..a necessity for protection. LOL We've created this little bubble that for some reason people always want to infiltrate. Over the last 5 years I have never felt closer to another man without there being some sex involved in there somewhere. You've never let me down and i heart you for that. Having someone I can depend on is important. You mean the world to me. I know when I see you I am going to be beat up for all this sappy goofy ass shit but its ok. I have a special song playing in my head right now as I type this...I'll just say 2 words....LENNY WILLIAMS. LOL Ok enough of that shit...see ya later this week you black ashy MF.
Forever your raggedy yellow succubus,
Kan
30 letters in 30 days
For the next 30 days I will be blogging 30 different letters. Ive seen quite a few people take on this challenge and I too will be participating. I found this on Royce's blog. Thanks for the support and enjoy the next 30 days. Puttin it all out on the table! These are the letter challenges:
The 30 Day Letter Challenge
WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
The 30 Day Letter Challenge
WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
The silence
It haunts my dreams...and remains when I am awake. Its slowly killing who I was and making me someone I am unfamiliar with. Just when I was starting to figure things out and becoming comfortable in THIS skin, I am someone else. I think the thing that sucks the most is after spending hours and thousands of dollars in therapy to fix one problem....i come out with 5 new ones. What the hell man? I cant catch a break...maybe because breaks arent thrown. At this point I am merely rambling...fighting sleep because I know that if I go to sleep I will have to wake up to a voice...minus a little face... A little face that I love and miss dearly.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Unused intelligence
I, like most people I know work well below my potential. As I was reading my previous post on this abandoned blog that I own I realized, I'm something like a lyrical genius. I should be writing more, and that is on my list of short term goals. I should not keep this genius confined. I need to share it with the world! As of late I have begun to prioritize my life and the unfinished projects that litter my existence. It's time to check off some of these DONE boxes on my list.
I thought, maybe I should be an "urban" blogger. Reporting on the news of the day, commenting on pictures of your favorite rapper and his latest side piece, becoming the latest outlet to leak the newest wack track of the week. The realization that the market is flooded with those already hit me pretty quickly. AND more importantly the majority of those chicks arent even that cute so I would NEVER want to get mistakenly lumped into that crowd.
So I've decided to create my own path. Share with the world the insanity that flows through my cranium on a daily basis. Well maybe not daily because let's be serious, I'm not getting paid for this and I am currently typing this on the computer of the employer that is paying me not to do this. :)
Stay tuned I'm sure more insightful bullshit that I want to share shall come forth in the coming days, weeks, months and years....maybe. In the meantime I've decided to write a self help book, so be on the lookout for:
Girl, He dont want you! How to quit stumbling and fumbling in the dark of meaningless relationships and get on with life.
I thought, maybe I should be an "urban" blogger. Reporting on the news of the day, commenting on pictures of your favorite rapper and his latest side piece, becoming the latest outlet to leak the newest wack track of the week. The realization that the market is flooded with those already hit me pretty quickly. AND more importantly the majority of those chicks arent even that cute so I would NEVER want to get mistakenly lumped into that crowd.
So I've decided to create my own path. Share with the world the insanity that flows through my cranium on a daily basis. Well maybe not daily because let's be serious, I'm not getting paid for this and I am currently typing this on the computer of the employer that is paying me not to do this. :)
Stay tuned I'm sure more insightful bullshit that I want to share shall come forth in the coming days, weeks, months and years....maybe. In the meantime I've decided to write a self help book, so be on the lookout for:
Girl, He dont want you! How to quit stumbling and fumbling in the dark of meaningless relationships and get on with life.
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